Yesterday I was leading a Bible discussion group and because it was a new group and the first time we had been together, we took most of the time to get to know each other. As I was sharing my story I mentioned that one of the core lies that had been planted in me as a young teenager was that my worth was dependent upon what you thought of me. In other words I was an addicted people pleaser.
We talked about how pleasing people and pleasing God are two sides of the same coin…and that both sides will cause you to hit the wall at some point. I then explained that what is true in our relationship with our Father in heaven will be true in our relationships with one another. And then I shared the part I never like–that what characterizes my horizontal relationships with those around me will be a reflection of what characterizes my vertical relationship with God. For example, I will only extend as much grace to others as I have received.
At that point one of the individuals asked me this question, “What do you see in your relationships with others that could be a reflection of your relationship with God?” Even though the shackles of people pleasing have been cut off and no longer hold me captive, I can still periodically hear the rattle of those chains in the background and so I replied that I can find myself wondering what people are thinking of me. Applying the above principle, that means there are times I find myself wondering what God thinks of me!
After a moment of pause the wonderful truth of the gospel replaced the lies that had defined me for so many years and I realized that because of the gospel I NEVER again have to worry about what God is thinking about me. Today he is looking at me through the righteousness of Christ and he says “I love you. That is what I am thinking about you. Period.”
We all have the rattle of chains in our ears…sometimes they sound far off and at other times as if them are right against our ears. No matter how much noise the chains make, what is important is that the awesome good news of the gospel is the loudest sound our hearts hear.
When I fly I sometimes take with me a set of noise canceling headphones. They cancel out the irritating noise of the engines and the distracting chatter going on all around me and allow me to hear with brilliance the beautiful music on my ipod that can minister so deeply to me. That is what the gospel can do for us.